Hey, its been a long time. Tonight, while reading book by John Dewey about experience and an experience, I cried. I know people always said there would be one night you're just wanna cry for no reasons while doing your thesis. Now I get it.

For believing yourself to write those words into sentences. Building sentences into paragraph. Understanding the theory and concept. Connecting your data into concept and making it understandable for readers. Its hard.

A suggestion for all of you who soon writing your thesis,
please believe in yourself that you can.
Cheers!

Just so you know,

Hello its been a while. 2017 is being great and i dont want it to end sooner or later. At my age that reach 20 this year, many things happen. From my biggest heartbreak this year (after a while i didnt feel anything about love), to many many many vacations, I travel a lot this year (Malang, Lombok, Yogyakarta (twice!), Makassar, Toraja, Madiun) and having great times at music festivals also, got an internship until lost weights (8kg, can you imagine?!). Times flies so fast. Its already October, my favorite month. Please be nice the rest of the months. I want to make 2017 the greatest year of my life!!

I know many content that i really want to post here because i missed writing blog happily like i used to. But theres too many things from my vacations and my job, until i'm lazy to write anything. So here's my quick review of what i've been through this year up until now. Its been crazy great year like i said, so please dont end any sooner..

Ok, honestly, the future scares me.
Thats why I dont want times past goes by quickly!

And there goes by my feelings for you that i already saying goodbye to a little by little piece of it.

Helloooo!!
Oh my God, its already the last day of the year.
2016 was so sick, and so lit! hahaha
Many things happened in 2016, like really a lot and all of them became the new memories that i can embrace in the future. From the bitter one, to sweet one. Surely, i had a blast in this year.
To embrace the new year eve's I'm going to be reddish little girl HAHAH i thought red is for christmas vibes, but whatever. this is holiday and i can do anything that i want.
I'm not so into red kind of person, but once its still alright.
I love this turtle neck shirt that my mom's own. Since she's not this little anymore so i took it and make it into mine heheh





Happy holiday everyone!
I hope you had a blast in 2016 like i do and ready to make the better version of yourself in 2017!!
Happy New Year :)




xoxo,
Fya

I dont know why, since i was in senior high school, i'm not confident with myself. I always feels that i'm ugly and fat, and many moreeee the negativity in life. Some of shitty and heartless boys told me that the level of my beautifulness is below of the average, and somehow i belive in that. After that i'm being more and more unconfident, when i use makeup i dont feel like i'm beautiful anymore too. So i'm just being me with nothing on me. No make ups, and lazy to dress up. Because i didnt get it why i do those things when they said that i'm below average, it just wont worked out for me.

After Mocca, there was Efek Rumah Kaca.
One thing that i have to sum up of their performance are EPIC
The first time i watched them in my junior high school art night, and that has been 6 years before and it was so so because that i just know them and just knew 3 of their songs. And that day, the audience just were my friends and a few of people i dont know but not as crowded as in Synchronize.
In Synchronize, the stage was full house. The audience that makes their performance more epic! It was the most satisfying performance i've ever watch because of the audience. Mostly of the audience were man so, the voices were so manly and i like it HAHA overall, i loveeeeeeee it!

Last but not least, i watched Glenn Fredly for the first time ever (again). In real life he was more manly and mature than i saw him in tv or something. I love his voice, i love his songs. I love everything. I just happy with his performance and my energy that already drained, goes up again after watched his performance because his performamce was full energy and can sum up the day!

WHATTA DAYYYY
I WAS HAPPY AND I CANT WAIT FOR ANOTHER MUSIC FESTIVAL
I love being in the crowd, singing, listening and dancing to the music!
CiAoOoO